Tomorrow!

7:30 am tomorrow I'm scheduled to be induced and I am scared out of my mind.

I'm getting more and more nervous about the state of the baby as we go past the due date, so I want to be able to hold her in my arms and know that she's alright.

But, I'm scared and a little unsure since my midwife wasn't 100% set on the idea of having me induced. The alternative is if I was still pregnant friday, I would have to go in for a stress test to check my fluids and other things that could be changing for the worse at this point.

one of the reasons that I want to be induced is because Jeff had to start his vacation time for the baby on Monday, so he's been home for the last two days just getting some honey-do list items done.

But I'm still going to try to get things going myself with stairs and walking, but since that hasn't worked yet . . . .

She said I probably won't have the baby until late afternoon with being induced, so don't expect to hear anything too early tomorrow.

And is it bad that we aren't telling anyone other than my immediate family that we are going in? We don't want family calling all day Thursday to see what's up while we're still at the hospital.